It's L-O-V-E at last!

Hey guys...I seriously have no idea what to put in here...but my 'better half' asked me to write anything that comes to my mind..so I've been thinking for quite a while now and thought maybe I should write about the way I feel about him:) tell him how much he really means to me..coz no matter how many times I say it, it never seems to be enough..

Well, to start with, I've had my share of bad experiences on relationships and so has he. What I've come to know from those experiences is that it may have been bad, or horrible to even think about now, however, the lessons we have learned from them are invaluable. It's just that at the time you tend to think that nothing could be more worse, but then time passes by, and you gradually meet new people; of whom some you get more closer to, then you will look back and realize if the past hadn't happened exactly as it was, nothing would ever have been the same..so in the end, like I always tell my guy, everything happens in our lives for a reason, and most of the time that reason is for a good cause (we just don't realize it then).

My life was exactly the same as what I've said above..I've been to the deepest shallows of sadness and misery..there have been time when I've just let life take me because I didn't want to lead on..there have been times when I have questioned the reason for living like this...you know, after the ending of a bad relationship, you tend to think that nothing is more beautiful than being free, living your own life..(well, at least I've felt it)..but that feeling doesn't stay for long..after a nice long break you get lonely..I guess that's because our hearts are always looking for companionship..no matter how much we think that we can be independent, live our own lives, no..we do need someone in the end..that's what we're always looking for..someone to laugh with, to cry with, to fight with (for useless reasons, I'm sure:) just like I do) and most importantly..someone to share everything with..a soul mate..

We come across so many people in our lives that we very often mistake attraction with love. Attraction doesn't stay long..ususally arises with a person's outer-look..It's not very easy to find a person who will love you for who you are..a person who won't try to change u the way they want you to be..I guess after a long wait of trying to meet that person and mistakenly having got involved with another, I've at last found LOVE. It's incredible how the person you are meant to spend the rest of your life with is just around the corner, but you've spent so long searching for that person..when he/she was right infront of you the whole time...and I have found that true love after years of searching and guys, when you do, grab on to that person..never let go..don't do anything you'll regret later..

And that's what I've done..I'm still holding on to him so that he'll never leave me..I'm holding on so tight that sometimes it scares me..what if he does loose that grip and goes away..but then when I look at him and I see the way he loves me in ways I will never be able to do the same, I know in my heart that this is meant to be..I have found my Soul Mate..:) and I can honestly say that I am the luckiest girl in the whole wide world..because no matter how difficult I am to cope with sometime, he will never let me go..and that grip is still very tight...Love is a bond that makes you do amazing things in life..I'm sure most of you have been there, and have your own little story about the way you found your love..don't be ashamed to shout it out to the world..

What I'd really like to say in the end is that.."you can't hurry love..you just have to wait.." (it's a song by the way..:) but it has a nice, clear meaning to it..don't you think?)

-- baba, this is from me to you..thank you for the greatest love you have given me and remember that I'm here for you always and I love you very much!